not a smile... not even a second glance

i've been trying to forget you...
trying to go on with my life without your presence...
i've been surviving... subsisting...
and i thought that i'm just fine...
until i saw you one day walking into the very room i am in...
i looked at you hoping for mere acknowledgment...
you looked my way but seemed to have never seen me...
my face froze... i was emotionless outside... while the turmoil pounds through my head...
you looked away... without a smile... not even a second glance...
and the sorrow deadened my heart...
i am in stupor.